12.

I didn't ask to be born,
so why can't I opt out of life?
Right or wrong,
Wrong or right.
Does it really matter?

People created righteousness,
and decided whatever is not right is wrong.
But is it always the case?

Day and day, I question myself.
Is living worth it?
Or rather, is my life worth living?

I didn't ask to be born.
So why was my parents adamant on having me.
What could I possibly bring them?
Lessons? Heartaches? Pain? Happiness?

Was I worth it?
The 9 months of waiting.
The pain I caused and suffered.

I question my existence.
Why did I exist?
What do I live for?
Who do I live for?
What am I living for?

Why will anyone want a child?
Out of love?
Or rather out of responsibility to the world.

Bet I'll never know the answers.
However,
One thing is for sure.
I did not ask to be born.