I've tried living life.
So many times,
I've envy those guys.
To live so freely,
To have no worries,
To drink and party,
The rest is blurry.
They say jealousy makes you hate,
But to me,
it is but a mirror,
that reflects your personalities.
How life can be so different,
For each individuals.
How life can be so daunting,
On this young teen.
Not everyone understands,
The anxiety that she faces.
To have no support,
To have literally nothing,
She only has herself,
And no one else.
It's such a pity,
Things didn't turn out well.
Yet, time and time again.
She escapes from negativity.
In turn,
She tried to be grateful.
Not knowing what lies ahead,
And what lies beyond.
Is so scary,
She's scared that she'll always be scorned.
Having to build your own empire,
Slowly from scratch.
It's no easy feat,
I can say that.
I have anxieties,
I am insecure,
Yet,
I try to pursue what I've always set out to do.
I need a little push,
God please.
Give me the strength,
To brave through this storm.
Time has come for changes,
What lies ahead,
Is integrated with the decisions I'll make.
